Fun in the Sun

We finally had one day of complete sunshine. Seriously, the last month has rained 90% of the time. Rain makes for lots and LOTS of green and luscious forests, but it gets in the way of outside play time!

So we spent a good hour at the park on Saturday enjoying the sunshine and playing with Daddy's soccer ball and frisbee.

 Princess had SO much fun. She was in absolute toddler heaven.

 Princess loved throwing the ball to daddy and havin him kick it around with his sweet soccer moves.

 Princess has a good arm!

Family picture by mommy's request. Aren't we cute?

Crossing our fingers that we get some sun this Memorial Day weekend, we have lots of fun plans!

We are doing very well for those of you who may be wondering. Curtis is enjoying his job. I love teaching voice lessons, and keeping myself busy with projects. And Princess is learning and growing SO FAST!

Easter

We had a fun Easter this year! Princess got to do two easter egg hunts, and we were invited over to the home of a family in the ward for dinner.

Easter baskets

Princess going through her easter basket. She got some movies, candy, markers, coloring pencils, sunglasses, and a hat.

Posing for the camera after a successful easter egg hunt!

 Wearing her new hat and sunglasses

Posing in her Easter dress. Isn't she a cutie?

Family Picture Easter Sunday April 24, 2011



29

Curtis celebrated his 29th birthday yesterday. We went to Olive Garden (without Princess. Which was Glorious!), opened presents,  and ate delicious cake to celebrate the occasion. It was so fun to be together all day long. Curtis finally got the complete soundtracks to The Lord of the Rings movies, and he is going to see John Williams live in concert in Pittsburgh in June. It will be so fun for him to see his musical idol.

I love you Curtis, Happy Birthday!

He Lives

On this beautiful Easter Sunday I want to bear my testimony to all of you that I KNOW that my Redeemer lives! Our Savior, Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of our Heavenly Father gave His life; His perfect life, so that we could all return to live with Him. He died on the cross and was resurrected after three days as a perfect celestial being. He gave us the Atonement. A way for us to repent and be forgiven of our sins. How glorious it is to know of Him. How glorious it is to have the Gospel of Jesus Christ restored on the earth! We are so blessed to live in this time and to know what we know.

I am so grateful for a loving Savior who knows and loves each one of us individually. So much so that He willingly chose to make the ultimate sacrifice. He lives! All glory to His name! He lives my Savior still the same! I know, with all my heart and soul that my Redeemer lives.

I know that my Redeemer lives.

What comfort this sweet sentence gives!

He lives, he lives, who once was dead.

He lives, my ever-living Head.

He lives to bless me with his love.

He lives to plead for me above.

He lives my hungry soul to feed.

He lives to bless in time of need.

He lives to grant me rich supply.

He lives to guide me with his eye.

He lives to comfort me when faint.

He lives to hear my soul’s complaint.

He lives to silence all my fears.

He lives to wipe away my tears.

He lives to calm my troubled heart.

He lives all blessings to impart.

He lives, my kind, wise heav’nly Friend.

He lives and loves me to the end.

He lives, and while he lives, I’ll sing.
He lives, my Prophet, Priest, and King.

He lives and grants me daily breath.

He lives, and I shall conquer death.

He lives my mansion to prepare.

He lives to bring me safely there.

He lives! All glory to his name!

He lives, my Savior, still the same.

Oh, sweet the joy this sentence gives:

“I know that my Redeemer lives!”

Little Gardener

The weather is really starting to get warm out here in the midwest. So we decided to do some gardening. We planted some flowers, green bell peppers, basil, and parsley.

Princess was a great little helper!

                She loves being in charge of the watering can and watering all of the plants for mommy!

                                   I just have to teach her not to step on the plants as she does it.....

                                                             My gorgeous girl.
We love spring time! (Except for all the rain. Who knew that it could rain SO much in one place? Honestly, I think we have gotten more rain in one week than we did in an entire year back in Utah)

TWO years old

Little miss princess turned 2 this last week. I can't believe that my baby is so big! Princess has grown so much, so quickly, that I almost feel its as if I blinked and she went from my sweet little newborn, to a toddler! Princess is so busy right now. She talks, and talks, and talks! You have to listen very carefully sometimes to understand her, and even then, it is sometimes very difficult. Princess likes to call us by our first names, instead of mommy and daddy. She thinks it is hilarious. It makes me wanna cry. Princess loves building blocks, music, singing, dancing, playing with barbies, disney movies, playing with musical toys, dolls, and she loves her blankie. She also loved reading books, coloring pictures, going outside and playing with friends. Princess loves to eat cooked veggies, spaghetti, cheese, yogurt, fruit bites, cereal, waffles, milk, juice, and chocolate (yep. she's definately my daughter!)

(11 days old)

Princess was such a sweet baby. She ate well, and was very alert. It took her a LONG time to get the whole sleeping through the night thing figure out though....

(2 1/2 months)

(5 months)

Princess starting crawling a month after this picture was taken. She has always been a fast learner. And a very independent spirit.

(7 1/2 months)

(9 months)

Princess started walking at 9 months old. NINE MONTHS! We were so excited, but realized very quickly how different it is to have a baby that walks. Can you say child proof anyone?

(11 months)

So cute and SO chubby!

(1 year!)

Princess turned 1 and was very spoiled  by her parents, grandparents, and aunts and uncles!

(15 months)

My crazy girl! She likes being silly.

(18 months)

Princess dressed up as Cinderella for Halloween

(20 months)

(23 months)

Don't you love her pig tails? I do! If only she would keep her hair ties in for more than 30 minutes....

Now she is TWO.

Some Princess sayings at 2 years old:

-Juice is called "bleghablegha"

-Superman is called "Madte"

-Mickey Mouse is called "Mop"

-Music is "Neenee"

-"Djenni!" aka Jenni!

-"dee do!" Thank you!

-"helper, helper!"

-"Doe do it"

-"wah wee" means waffle, and water

-papa= grandpa; mama=grandma; deedee=Kyrsten; bapi=Gabi; Joe=Joe; Djosh=Josh; Bee=Brittany 

-Princess can say temple, Jesus, prayer, amen, bophet=prophet

-She can count to three

-She can says the ABC's, very slowly, copying each one I say individually.

Princess has such a fun birthday. She was spoiled rotten with gifts galore. It was so fun to watch her that day. She loved her balloons and would yell out "happy birthday" all day long. We had a princess themed birthday with a castle cake, cinderella decorations, and other such things.

I am so grateful for Princess. I am so blessed to be her mother. Bring on the toddler years!

Happy Birthday Princess. I love you.

Miscarriage

I have been meaning to write about my miscarriage for some time now. Many family members already know what happened, but I wanted to share with those of you who read my blog and are not on our email list.

The day after I had my first appointment I started to have some light spotting. It went on for two weeks with no explanation.They had me take some medicine to boost my progesterone and I took some blood tests. The weekend before we found out, I did some extra physical activities, walking around the mall and such and the spotting got worse. So I put myself on bed rest that Sunday. The next morning I called in to say that I either had a tear somewhere or the worst. So I went in for an ultrasound. I think I knew what was coming. The ultrasound technician didn't say anything for awhile. I finally asked her if the baby was even still alive. She said that it didn't look good. So we did an internal ultrasound just to make sure. Of course the news was bad. They had me go up to the OBGYN office to have the nurse tell me a few things. I didn't hear much, because I was upset. I drove home crying not wanting to tell daddy the bad news over the phone. I didn't even say anything when I walked in the door. I just burst into tears. It was a hard day. Tuesday night my visiting teacher came over with another lady from the ward with some dinner and flowers. I really appreciated that.The next two days were difficult, but the worst finally was over that Wednesday night (Jan 26).
 
The next week and a half I spent recovering physically and emotionally.  
 
On Saturday Feb 5 I started to have some bad abdominal pain. I was still bleeding from the miscarriage so I was concerned about the possibility of an infection. As the day went on the pain got worse and I got a fever. I was in so much pain I couldn't eat anything and didn't want to move. I contemplated going to the hospital, but really did not want to go because I was afraid of how much a hospital visit would cost. After some deliberation, a phone call to the doctor, and a second opinion from my visiting teacher's husband, who is a doctor, we decided that I should go. My visiting teacher, stayed at our house while Princess was asleep and we went to the hospital. We waited for two hours to be admitted in the ER. It was 1am by the time we got back there. At about 12:50 I said that if they didn't call my name in the next 10 minutes that I wanted to go home because I felt terrible and was uncomfortable just sitting there. As I was getting up to leave, they called me back.
 
Anyways, they took my temperature and blood pressure. Luckily my fever had gone down, but my blood pressure was dangerously low. I got all hooked up the machines; they took some blood, and got me hooked up to an IV. They suspected an infection so they did an ultrasound to see if I needed a D&C surgery. After the results came back they decided that I indeed had some sort of an infection and needed the D&C right away. Daddy went home at about 4am so that he could be with Princess in case she woke up. It would have been AWFUL for her to wake up and find a stranger there and no sign of mommy or daddy. I went into surgery at about 4:45 am. They put me under anesthesia and I was out for the whole thing, which I was very grateful for. After surgery I spent an hour in recovery and then Daddy came to pick me up, with Princess tagging along. We all got home at about 8:30am. I don't remember much of anything about Sunday. I was only awake for a total of maybe 2 hours. Monday was a little better. Daddy of course stayed home from work. The medication that I was on for pain was really strong and didn't make me feel all that great. I also was on a couple of other medications and antibiotics. By Wednesday (Feb 9) Daddy was able to go back to work for a half day because I had a check up at the Doctor's office that morning. All in all, the recovery went pretty smoothly. Looking back I wish I could have just gotten the D&C right away instead of dragging the miscarriage out for almost three weeks.
 
So it has been a month now since I found out that I was going to have a miscarriage at 11 weeks. I'm doing really well. Physically i'm back to normal. Emotionally, I still have my moments.
 
 I think that sometimes there is a lot of misunderstanding when it comes to miscarriage. People tend to wave it off like nothing, saying that it is so common that it can't be much of a loss. When in fact, that is exactly what it is! Having a miscarriage is losing a baby. And it can be a very emotionally painful experience. I am so grateful that despite how difficult it turned out to be, that I am doing so well now. I am grateful also that I wasn't farther into the pregnancy. I think that would have been awful. Most of all I am grateful for an amazing husband, who was and is my rock; a beautiful little girl who is my pride and joy, and for the knowledge of the gospel. The Church is true, and families really can be together forever!
 
All in all, I know that this is part of Heavenly Father's plan. For whatever reason, it wasn't time for us to have another sweet spirit join our family. I hope that we will be blessed with more children in the future, and I'm sure that we will, but I am totally content with where we are at now.